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Wild Creatures

by Neko Case

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1.
You could say it's my instinct Yes I still have one I don't second guess it And yes, there are things that I'm still so afraid of... But my courage is roaring like the sound of the sun Cause it's vain about it's mane and will reveal them to no one I'm an animal, you're an animal too Pick up that rock, drink from that lake I do my best but I'm made of mistakes And there's still a few things that I'm sure of I love you this hour, this hour today And heaven will smell like the airport I may never get there to prove it But let's not waste our time thinkin' how that ain't fair I'm an animal, you're an animal too
2.
Lady Pilot 02:26
What? Stars can't fight city lights They've turned their backs on us It's true today, I saw it from the plane Aeroplanes were never built to fly Down down down down Don't look down Don't look now Crosshairs of our shadow trace the dam Told that there were people trapped alive Boulder City looks like coals in the fire Cabin's perched by satellites And now it's flying down We've got a lady pilot She's not afraid to die It's true today, I saw it from the plane We've almost finished reeling in the sky Power lines once laced the heavens Pima County looks like coals in the fire
3.
Childless widow of a nation You cry like guns across the water Yet we expect you to bring springtime It isn't fair Searchlights wither in your hair You are a silent movie, Sarah They build their industries around you Diverting rivers of your hair They're looking for their own reflection You're left to die of exposure, Sarah Sarah, with the beaten heart Sarah, with the mouth of stone Sarah, with the. You are a silent movie, Sarah Let her go the light is fading I cry like guns across the water She didn't ask to be your remake or your muse We're parasites inside her blues Sarah, with the beaten heart Sarah, with the mouth of stone I call but there is no one home Sarah, with the beaten heart Sarah, with the mouth of stone I call but there is only echo From a recording machine Screaming "haunt your own vampire dreams!" You see our poets Do an odious business Loving womankind As lions love christians so Who are you to deny? Who are you to deny them, Sarah?
4.
Man 03:31
I'm a man That's what you raised me to be I'm not an identity crisis, this was planned I'm a man As in a citizen of Mankind It's what kind of animal I am, it's that simple. I'm a man and not just casually I pull the barge full time Your treehouse will not support me I'm not the runt of the litter fat-fingered bullies were no match for me I still taste them in my teeth, I'm a man. I'm a man's man I've always been But make no mistake what I've invested in; A woman's heart is the watermark by which I measure everything I'm a man that's what you raised me to be I'm not your identity crisis, this was planned I'm a man You'll have to deal with me My proxy is mine, you'll deal with me directly And if I'm dipshit-drunk on pink perfume, then I am the Man in the fucking moon Cause you didn't know what a man was until I showed you.
5.
Star Witness 05:16
My true love drowned in a dirty old pan Of oil that did run from the block Of a falcon sedan 1969 The paper said '75 There were no survivors None found alive Trees break the sidewalk And the sidewalk skins my knees There's glass in my thermos And blood on my jeans Nickels and dimes of the fourth of July Roll off in a crooked line To the chain-link lots where the red tails dive Oh how I forgot what it's like Hey when she sings, when she sings when she sings like she runs Moves like she runs Hey when she moves, when she moves when she moves like she runs Moves like she runs Hey there there's such deadly wolves 'round town tonight Round the town tonight Hey there there's such deadly wolves 'round town tonight Round the town tonight Hey pretty baby get high with me, We can go to my sisters if we say we'll watch the baby" The look on your face yanks my neck on the chain And I would do anything To see you again So I've fallen behind: Go on, go on scream and cry You're miles from where anyone will find you This is nothing new, no television crew They don't even put on the sirens My nightgown sweeps the pavement Please don't let him die Oh how I forgot...
6.
Chimney falls and lovers blaze Thought that I was young Now I've freezing hands And bloodless veins As numb as I've become I'm so tired I wish I was the moon tonight Last night I dreamt I'd forgotten my name 'Cause I sold my soul But I woke just the same I'm so lonely I wish I was the moon tonight God blessed me I'm a free man With no place free to go Paralyzed and collared-tight No pills for what I fear This is crazy I wish I was the moon tonight Chimney falls as lovers blaze I thought that I was young Now I've freezing hands And bloodless veins As numb as I've become I'm so tired I wish I was the moon tonight How will you know if you've found me at last? 'Cause I'll be the one be the one be the one With my heart in my lap I'm so tired I'm so tired And I wish I was the moon tonight I'm so tired I'm so tired And I wish I was the moon I'm so tired I'm so tired And I wish I was the moon tonight
7.
I hear the tiniest sparks in the tenderest sound Diving music, drowning the sound waltzing with the hairs upon my arms And your fire flood alarm, and you tremble And you stumble, and you scrape up your palms I can't stay here to hold your hand I've been away for so long I've lost my taste for home And that's a dirty fallow feeling To be the dangling ceiling From the roof came crashing down Peeling in the heat, vanish in the rain The next time you say forever I'll punch you in your face Just because you don't believe it Doesn't mean I didn't mean it You never know when I'll show you the never You never know when I'll show you the never
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Favorite 03:16
Oh lie I thought you were golden I thought you were wise Caught you returning To the house you caught fire But I know that I was your favorite And I said Amen Lies, found favor in heaven And I at your side And I never felt sorry For those shimmering lies When I laid down and cried I was faking And I said Amen Last night I dreamt That I hit a deer with my car Blood from his heart Spilled out onto my dress and was warm He begged me to follow But legions of sorrow defied me Oh lie I thought you were golden I thought you were wise When I caught you returning To the house you caught fire But I know that I'm your favorite And I said "Amen" Oh favorite And I said Amen
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Hell-On 04:09
God is not a contract or a guy God is an unspecified tide You cannot time its tables It sets no glass or gables God is a lusty tire fire Its bristles scrape and strike the stage A rock, paper, scissors' rage Have mercy on the natural world My voice is not the liquid waves The perfect rings around a heron's legs My voice is straight garroting wire A stolen mile of fingerprints Peeled the quiet from the dunes Captured and re-spooled as ruin to be used At a different time My voice is a fracture For shinbone's lust Pounding barefoot ground It lifts you up and sits you just Just at sorrow's waterline I drape you on tomorrow's plate Fair as metal, marrow spilling Not yours but mine I'm an agent of the natural world Don't you tell me I didn't warn you That that's some gravity you ought not to play with Don't you tell me I didn't warn you That that's some gravity you ought not to play with Nothing quite so poison as a promise Nothing quite so poison as a promise Nothing quite so poison as a promise Nothing quite so poison as a promise And me, I am not a mess I am a wilderness, yes The undiscovered continent for you to undress But you'll not be my master You're barely my guest You don't have permission to take any pictures Be careful of the natural world Nature can't amend its ways Boils along and then replays Despite heartfelt springtimes of regret The storms she still cries for days Have mercy on the natural world
10.
The most tender place in my heart is for strangers I know it's unkind but my own blood is much too dangerous Hangin' round the ceiling half the time Hangin' round the ceiling half the time Compared to some I've been around But I really tried so hard That echo chorus lied to me with its "Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on" In the end I was the mean girl Or somebody's in-between girl Now it's the devil I love And that's as funny as real love I leave the party at three a.m. Alone, thank God With a valium from the bride It's the devil I love And that's as funny as real love And that's as real as true love That echo chorus lied to me with its "Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on" That echo chorus lied to me with its "Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on"
11.
He takes his dinner in the bath Love sickened and infirmed The orderly found him there Fileted on the marble stairs Hat still in hand His smoking remains Blown out by a kiss from the Sunday scene Sunday soon Sunday soon someday soon Someday, someday, someday His eyes are closed his mouth has named her rosary her lips and tongue She is the centrifuge that throws the spies from the sun The Sistine Chapel dated with the gattling gun Someday soon Oh the meadows set on him Move like starlings of the clearing and tenor of a foggy tongue The force field round his frosty hips Whose shape recalls the wicked spade That buried him but on his lips the last rites of man Someday soon
12.
When you catch the light you look like your mother It crushes me some, just right from the side When you catch the light there's a flash of wild creatures, before the Stone Age of the preachers, and the husbands, and the wives When you catch the light the flood changes direction, and darkens the lenz that projects my disguise As you fight along-side, you'll discover my weakness I'm not fighting for your freedom, I am fighting to be wild. "Hey, little girl, would you like to be the king's pet or the king?" "I'd choose odorless and invisible, but otherwise I would choose the king. Even though it sounds the loneliest.. and my brother's hands would poison me." "Hey, little girl, would you like to be the king's pet or the king?" "I'd choose odorless and invisible, but otherwise I would choose the king, Even though it sounds melodious.. there's no mother's hands to quiet me."
13.
All night, all I hear, all I hear's your heart How come, how come I twisted you over and under to take you The coals went so wild as they swallowed the rest I twisted you under and under to break you I just couldn't breathe with your throne on my chest All night, all I hear, all I hear's your heart How come, how come So far under the bed Into the beams you've gone I've gone, you've gone I'm wrapped in the depths of these deeds that have made me I can't bring a sound from my head though I try I can't seem to find my way up from the basement A demon holds my place on earth 'till I die All night, all I hear, all I hear's your heart How come, how come So far under the bed Into the beams you've gone I've gone, you've gone All night, all I hear, all I hear's your heart
14.
Specters move like pilot flames Their widows toast at St. Angel Better times collide with now The tears were warm, I feel them still Their heat to vapor and disperse And cloud our eyes with weary glaze You raise your glass and may exclaim "I'll put my hands on the truth by God" But it's faster, love, than you and me Faster than the speed of gravity That's how it catches you from falling And how it always slips away Specters move like pilot flames Their widows toast at St. Angel Better times collide with now And better times And better times are coming still
15.
He led you to this hiding place His lightning threats spun silver tongues The red bells beckon you to ride A handprint on the driver's side It looks a lot like engine oil and tastes like being poor and small And Popsicles in the summer Deep red bells, deep as I've been done Deep red bells, deep as I've been done It always has to come this Red bells ring this tragic hour We've lost sight of the overpass The daylight won't remember that When speckled fronds raise round your bones Who took the time to fold your clothes And the Valley of the Shadow Deep red bells, deep as I've been done Deep red bells, deep as I've been done Where does this mean world cast its cold eye Who's left to suffer long about you Does your soul cast about like an old paper bag Past empty lots and early graves Those like you who lost their way Murdered on the interstate While the red bells rang like thunder Deep red bells, deep as I've been done Deep red bells, deep as I've been done
16.
My love, I am the speed of sound I left them motherless, fatherless Their souls they hang inside-out from their mouths But it's never enough I want you Carved your name across three counties Ground it in with bloody hides Their broken necks will line the ditch 'Til you stop it, stop it Stop this madness I want you I have waited with a glacier's patience Smashed every transformer with every trailer 'Til nothing was standing 65 miles wide Still you are nowhere Still you are nowhere Nowhere in sight Come out to meet me Run out to meet me Come in to the light Climb the boxcars to the engine through the smoke into the sky Your rails have always outrun mine So I pick them up and crash them down In a moment close to now 'Cause I miss, I miss, I miss, I miss, I miss I miss how you'd sigh yourself to sleep When I'd rake the springtime across your sheets My love, I am the speed of sound I left them motherless, fatherless Their souls they hang inside-out from their mouths But it's never enough My love I'm an owl on the sill in the evening But morning finds you Still warm and breathing This tornado loves you, this tornado loves you This tornado loves you, this tornado loves you This tornado loves you What will make you believe me? This tornado loves you, this tornado loves you This tornado loves you, this tornado loves you This tornado loves you What will make you believe me?
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Winnie 03:49
I'm here to tell you a story I'm here to tell you a lie My poetry's weak and I know it I was dropped dead sad and crazy sometimes So I fucked off, wayward canon to the sea On land I was just an appetite All that started as a joke, now it ruled me Sick on chronic mathematics I just wanted to feel music A fever delivered me from the flue The night hag's hands spread lovingly Pulling the cape from the sunrise Revealing a bank of warships called she Less Warlike then reckless, I realized No weapons were drawn that I could see Save the blazing stare of the captain Who held lightning captive frim in her teeth So I looked off the edge of the world I saw the girl who changed everything That's when I met Winnie I wanted to be her sailor's tattoo She sang me a song that was too sad for some Struck up the band and filled up her lungs Her mouth was sharp as the rib of a star As She told no truths That would break our own hearts We were warriors! We clothed ourselves in the deaths of our enemies Who'd no respect for the wild Warriors! Long before hog wire safari park husbandry And the joy ran through us like a welders flux We just wanted to be music The joy ran through us like a welders flux We just wanted to be music Her gravity pulled up my sad remains Into the curve of cunning bow I've loved you so long, Winnie I want to be your sailor's tattoo I've loved you so long, Winnie Blurring softly into you
18.
My brain makes drugs that keep me slow A hilarious joke for some dead pharaoh But now, not even the Masons know what drug will keep night from coming There are so many tools that are made for my hands But the tide smashes all my best-laid plans to sand And there's always someone to say its easy for me, but I revenged myself all over myself, There's nothing you can say to me You never held it at the right angle you never held it at the right angle catch a, catch a, catch a, catch.. a falling star, but wash your hands of it catch a, catch a, catch a, catch.. a falling star, because you can't hold it. Did it poison my food? Is it cause I'm a girl? If I puked up some sonnets, would you call me "a miracle"? I'm gonna go where my urge leads no more swallowed, waist-deep in the gore of the forest A boreal feast let it finish me, please.. Cause I revenged myself all over myself, There's nothing you can do to me You never held it at the right angle you never held it at the right angle catch a, catch a, catch a, catch.. a falling star, but wash your hands of it catch a, catch a, catch a, catch.. a falling star, because you can't own it.
19.
Maybe sparrow you should wait The hawks alight till morning You'll never pass beyond the gate If you don't hear my warning Notes are hung so effortless With the rise and fall of sparrow's breast It's a drowning dive and back to the chorus La di da di da di da La di da di da di da Oh my sparrow it's too late Your body limp beneath my feet Your dusty eyes cold as clay You didn't hear my warning Maybe sparrow it's too late Moonlight glanced off metal wings In a thunderstorm above the clouds The engine hums a sparrow's phrase For those who cannot hear the words For those who will not hear the words For those who will not hear the words La di da di da di da La di da di da di da Maybe sparrow Maybe sparrow Maybe sparrow
20.
Fluorescent lights engage Blackbirds frying on a wire Same birds that followed me to school When I was young Were they trying to tell me something Were they telling me to run The hammer clicks in place The world's gonna pay Right down in the face of God and his saints Claim your soul's not for sale I'm a dying breed who still believes Haunted by American dreams Haunted by American dreams
21.
They shot the tiger on his chain In a field behind the cages He walked in circles 'til he was crazy And he lived that way forever And he lived that way beside them, Separate from the other tigers He did not know another tiger They shot the tiger on his chain In a field behind the cages He walked in circles 'til he was crazy And he lived that way forever And he lived that way forever Just as long as he could remember If he'd wanted to remember It was the last time he had felt alive When he saw that brown-haired lady She fed him with a bottle as a baby And he recalled her face and smile They shot that tiger on his chain They shot the tiger on his chain They shot the tiger on his chain They shot the tiger on his chain They shot the tiger on his chain
22.
Want to get it all behind me You know everything reminds me I can't be myself without you Want to crawl down deep inside The springs inside the mattress Where I cry my dirty secrets 'Cause I just can't shake this feeling That I'm nothing in your eyes And if I knew heartbreak was coming I would've set out running Past the city houses And the ditches on the highway Weave between the seasons Under bridges in the valley 'Til the winds out on the prairie Whipped the tears from my eyes Want to get it all behind me You know everything reminds me I can't be myself without you Want to crawl down deep inside The springs inside the mattress Where I cry my dirty secrets 'Cause I just can't shake this feeling That I'm nothing in your eyes Well if I knew heartbreak was coming I would've set out running Across the muddy river And the smokestacks on the bank Swallow that horizon Hunger beyond hunger 'Til the cloudy blue Pacific Took the air in my lungs And if I knew heartbreak was coming I would've set out running 'Cause I just can't shake this feeling That I'm nothing in your eyes
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